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Sunday, May 31, 2015

Blog Tour Review & Giveaway: The Summer of Chasing Mermaids by Sarah Ockler

The Summer of Chasing Mermaids by Sarah Ockler
Publication Date: June 2, 2015
Publisher: Simon Pulse
A Young Adult novel
Pages: 368
Genre: Contemporary, Romance
The youngest of six talented sisters, Elyse d’Abreau was destined for stardom—until a boating accident took everything from her. Now, the most beautiful singer in Tobago can’t sing. She can’t even speak.
        Seeking quiet solitude, Elyse accepts a friend’s invitation to Atargatis Cove. Named for the mythical first mermaid, the Oregon seaside town is everything Elyse’s home in the Caribbean isn’t: An ocean too cold for swimming, parties too tame for singing, and people too polite to pry—except for one.
        Christian Kane is a notorious playboy—insolent, arrogant, and completely charming. He’s also the only person in Atargatis Cove who doesn’t treat Elyse like a glass statue. He challenges her to express herself, and he admires the way she treats his younger brother Sebastian, who believes Elyse is the legendary mermaid come to life. 
        When Christian needs a first mate for the Cove’s high-stakes Pirate Regatta, Elyse reluctantly stows her fear of the sea and climbs aboard. The ocean isn’t the only thing making waves, though—swept up in Christian’s seductive tide and entranced by the Cove’s charms, Elyse begins to wonder if a life of solitude isn’t what she needs. But changing course again means facing her past. It means finding her inner voice. And scariest of all, it means opening her heart to a boy who’s best known for breaking them . . .

The Summer of Chasing Mermaids does everything that Sarah Ockler does best. She provides great character development, flawlessly written, emotional story line, the list goes on.

After a traumatic accident that left Elyse disabled, barring her voice, and closed off from those around her, moving away from the Caribbean to the seaside town of Oregon should have been able to keep Elyse at bay from her fears. Until charming, yet dastardly Christian tries to bring Elyse back, and give her the push she needs to over come her fears and learn to accept the trauma of the past and over come it for a brighter future. All the while taking summer by storm.

Ockler always knows how to push the right buttons with me when it comes to her novels. I absolutely adored Bittersweet, and The Summer of Chasing Mermaids is no different. Woven together with the lore of The Little Mermaid and the emotional struggle to overcome a disability and traumatic event, and finding that courage to regain one's voice no matter how lost it may be. Along with gifted, elegant writing and a quirky cast of characters and plot devices all under the expansive summer sun, this is definitely a book I would recommend for the beach as June & July fast approaches.

Final Summation: Another fabulous read from a talented author that allows you to grow with characters like Elyse and Christian, watch them grow together, struggle together, and root for them all the way. THE SUMMER OF CHASING MERMAIDS makes my top list of summer reads for 2015.

Four targets slayed for mermaid lore

Sarah Ockler is the bestselling author of young adult novels, including #scandal, The Book of Broken Hearts, Bittersweet, Fixing Delilah, and the critically acclaimed Twenty Boy Summer, a YALSA Teens' Top Ten nominee and IndieNext List pick. Her latest, The Summer of Chasing Mermaids, hits the shelves in June 2015.

Sarah is a champion cupcake eater, coffee drinker, night person, and bookworm. When she's not writing or reading at home in Washington, she enjoys taking pictures, hugging trees, and road-tripping through the country with her husband, Alex.

Visit her website at or find her on Twitter, Tumblr, or Facebook.

Wednesday, May 13, 2015

Guest Post & Giveaway: Hold Me Like A Breath by Tiffany Schmidt

Hold Me Like a Breath by Tiffany Schmidt
Series: Once Upon a Crime Family
Publication Date: May 19, 2015
Publisher: Bloomsbury
A Young Adult novel
Pages: 400
Genre: Fantasy, Retelling

Penelope Landlow has grown up with the knowledge that almost anything can be bought or sold—including body parts. She’s the daughter of one of the three crime families that control the black market for organ transplants.
Penelope’s surrounded by all the suffocating privilege and protection her family can provide, but they can't protect her from the autoimmune disorder that causes her to bruise so easily.
And in her family's line of work no one can be safe forever.
All Penelope has ever wanted is freedom and independence. But when she’s caught in the crossfire as rival families scramble for prominence, she learns that her wishes come with casualties, that betrayal hurts worse than bruises, that love is a risk worth taking . . . and maybe she’s not as fragile as everyone thinks.
Today in My (Tiffany's) Life

I have four year old twins (The Schmidtlets), so the last time I had a ‘typical’ day was slightly more than four years ago. This actually suits me quite well, because while I need structure and organization in my day, I also thrive with spontaneity and become really creatively depleted in monotonous situations. Usually what this means is I plan a day... and then something completely different takes place. That being said – here’s my ~*today*~.

6 a.m. – St.Matt (the husband) wakes me up. He’s already made my coffee—told you he’s a saint.  I stumble over to the desk in our bedroom and try and eek out some work before The Schmidtlets wake up. Today I spend this time working on blog tour posts and interviews.
6:55 a.m. – “Momma! Oh, Momma!” first starts coming through the baby monitor. I respond by encouraging them to tell each other stories while I finish up “just one more thing.”
7:32 a.m. – The Schmidtlets are out of patience. I glug the lukewarm coffee I’d forgotten about, hit <save>, and head downstairs to retrieve them from their room.

It’s a preschool morning—and we’re now running late. It’s also picture day...
Luckily, I made them try on outfits the other day, so now I just need to cram food in their mouths and arms and legs in clothing openings, then little bodies in car seats to get them out the door.

8:09 a.m. – Kisses at the door to their preschool classroom. Reminders to *smile* and crossing my fingers that this year’s pictures don’t turn out like last year’s.
By the time I’m back in my car, I’m already switching headspaces to my current work in progress. By the time I’m home, I’ve have mentally mapped out a scene and am ready to write...

I’ve also moved spots from my desk to my treadmill desk. I spend an hour writing, an hour responding to email, a few more minutes back in Scrivener poking at the scene I drafted this morning and making a list of notes and questions to explore.
Then I sneak out for a quick run (in the rain, ew!) before it’s time to pick up the twins from preschool. 

12:40 – The Schmidtlets have been fed – (peanut butter sandwiches made from leftover waffles + cookie cutter), debriefed on school, snuggled and it’s NAPTIME.
Alas, not for me, just for them.

I planned to spend this time working on blog tour and interviews—and had hoped to get back into my work in progress—it was sitting pretty on my clipboard waiting for me to get my edit on, but. . . my mom calls.
I chat with her while packing up boxes for contest giveaways, preorder prizes, and some Mod Cloth dresses that are not nearly as cute in person.
One of my crit partners beeps in as I’m saying good-bye to my mom and I click over. We brainstorm for a while—chatterbox for a while too. Then I just have enough time to answer an email and spend a few minutes trying to be witty on social media before I’m being paged via the baby monitor. 

3:40 – It’s still raining, which means the Schmidtlets and I are stuck indoors. The next ninety minutes are a combination of puzzles, pictures books, and projects I invent or steal from Pinterest. 
We’re covered in Modge Podge and the floor is an obstacle course of blocks and markers when St.Matt walks through the door.

5:12 – I escape up to my bedroom desk to type this up and respond to a few publishing emails. Including my first peek at the cover for BREAK ME LIKE A PROMISE. Eee! It’s gorgeous!

5:45 p.m. – Dinner time, bath time, playtime, bedtime.

7:45 p.m. – St. Matt and I exhale. And pour a glass of wine/coffee. We chat about our days while cleaning up the kitchen and talk about our plans for the weekend. TGIF.
8:15 p.m. – I sneak off to make up some of the word count I missed earlier, promising if I’m productive, to stop by 10:00 so we can watch an episode of BONES...
So I better get to it, because there’s words and words between me and my goal.

 Tiffany Schmidt lives in Pennsylvania with her saintly husband, impish twin boys, and a pair of mischievous puggles. She's not at all superstitious... at least that's what she tells herself every Friday the thirteenth. SEND ME A SIGN is her first novel. BRIGHT BEFORE SUNRISE will follow in Winter, 2014. The ONCE UPON A CRIME FAMILY series begins with HOLD ME LIKE A BREATH in 2015. You can find out more about her and her books at:, or by following her on Twitter @TiffanySchmidt.



There was always a moment as I rolled down the long driveway toward the high

fence surrounding the estate when my breath caught in my chest and I doubted my 

decision to leave. Anything could happen to me outside the perimeter of our property.

Carter interrupted my thoughts. “I told Mother we’re going to see a musical. You 

know what’s playing and can pick one, right?”

Of course I did. I spent hours on NYC websites, blogs, and forums. Someday I’d go 

into a long remission. Someday I’d live there and walk the streets of promise, freedom, and 

opportunity they sang about in Annie, a play I’d seen with Father on Broadway right before 

my life turned purple and red.

“Really?” It made sense that Mother would agree to a play. It would be safe, a seated 

activity. The chairs would mark out defined personal space, and I’d be perfectly cocooned 

between my brother and his best friend/guard, Garrett Ward. It made a whole lot less sense 

that Carter would voluntarily attend the theater.

He lowered his window and called a greeting to Ian, the guard on gate duty. Once his 

window was closed and the gate was shutting behind us, he snorted. “No, not really. That’s 

just what I said to buy you some extra time.”

“You should at least listen to the score then,” I countered. “You know she’s going to 

want to discuss it. Or, if she doesn’t, Father will. He’ll probably perform it if I ask.”

“Then don’t ask,” said Carter. “Fine. Pick a show and Garrett can download the 

soundtrack. We’ll listen to it once, then I get the radio for the rest of the drive—no 


It was more than I’d expected; he truly felt guilty about being so MIA. “There’s a 

revival of Once Upon a Mattress that’s getting great reviews.”

They snickered.

“Once Upon a Mattress? That sounds like—”

I cut my brother off. “Don’t go there! It’s a fairy tale, gutterbrain.”

“Of course it is,” laughed Garrett.

I’m pretty sure the subtext of that laugh was you’re such a child. I swallowed a retort. 

Freedom was too rare a thing to waste arguing. And I’d never had Korean barbecue. I’d 

never even heard of it. There were so many things I’d never seen, tasted, experienced . . . 

Tension melted into giddy anticipation, bubbling in my stomach like giggles waiting to 


“So, how’d your super-secret errand go?” I asked. “Was it something exciting? 

Something illegal?”

Garrett met my gaze in the rearview mirror and shook his head.

But it was too late. Carter’s expression darkened. “Everything we do is illegal. It’s not 

a game where you get to pick and choose which crimes you’re okay with.”

“So it didn’t go well,” I muttered under my breath.

I knew it wasn’t a game, and I knew the Family Business was against the law. I’d 

known it for so long it was easy to forget. Or remember only in a vague way, like knowing 

the sky is blue without paying any attention to its blueness.

Only in those moments when things went wrong—when lazy clouds were replaced 

by threats and storms, when someone got hurt or killed—only then did I stare down the 

reality of the Business through a haze of grief and funeral black. My fingers tensed on the 

edge of the seat.

“Ignore him,” said Garrett. “He’s just pissy because the people we were supposed to 

meet with stood us up.”

“Someone dared to no-show for a meeting with the mighty Carter Landlow?” I 

teased, hoping to break the gloom settling in the car like an unwelcome passenger. “I 

assumed it was a Business errand, but if someone stood you up, it must be a girl.”

“No offense, Pen, but you don’t have a clue what’s going on in the Business.”

“No offense, Carter, but you’re being a—”

“Who wants to hear some songs about mattresses?” interrupted Garrett. He reached 

for the stereo, but Carter swatted his hand away.

“I’m not an idiot,” I said. And wishing for things that had been denied for so long was 

idiotic. No less so than repeatedly bashing your head against a wall or touching a hot iron. I 

knew the answer was no, was always going to be no, so asking to be included in Family 

matters was like volunteering to be a punch line for one of the Ward brothers’ jokes.

But I knew the basics. It wouldn’t be possible to live on the estate, spend so much 

time in the clinic, and not know. The first person to explain it to me had been my 

grandfather; fitting, since he was the man who’d reacted to the formation of FOTA—the 

Federal Organ and Tissue Association—by founding our Family.

The same day I’d demanded a kidney for Kelly Forman, he’d sat me down and 

demonstrated using a plate of crackers and cheese. “When donation regulation was moved 

from the FDA to FOTA, they added more restrictions and testing.” He ate a few of the Ritz-

brand “organs” on his plate, shuffled the empty cheese slices that represented humans who 

needed transplants. “This, combined with a population that’s living longer than ever

before”—he plunked down several more slices of cheese—“created a smaller, slower 

supply and greater demand.” He built me an inside-out cheese-cracker-cheese sandwich. “It 

was a moment of opportunity, and when you see those in life, you take them.”

This felt like a moment of opportunity. And not to prove that I wasn’t an idiot by 

listing all the facts I knew—about how the Families provided illegal transplants for the 

many, many people rejected from or buried at the bottom of the government lists. How 

more than two-thirds of those who made it through all the protocols to qualify for a spot on 

the official transplant list died before receiving an organ. Or to recite the unofficial Family 

motto: Landlows help people who can’t afford to wait, but can afford to pay.

“Fine, tell me what I don’t know,” I said. “Tell me what’s going on, why you and 

Father are fighting, and what’s keeping you so busy. Tell me everything.”

Garrett muttered something that sounded suspiciously like “Don’t do this,” but since 

my brother ignored him, I did too.

Carter’s eyes met mine in the rearview mirror. “None of this leaves the car, Pen. I’m 

trusting you.”

“I understand.” I sat a little straighter. “And I promise.”

A phone beeped with a text alert, almost immediately followed by a ringtone that 

made them jump. Carter picked up his cell, swore, showed the screen to Garrett, then swore 

again. All the buoyancy of freedom seemed to evaporate from the car.

“Now? They blow us off earlier and expect us to answer now?” said Garrett.

“Well, it’s not like these things can be scheduled,” replied Carter, jabbing the screen 

of his cell. “Hello?”

He muttered low and furious into the phone, then hung up, still cursing. “We have to 

do the pickup.”

Garrett’s frowned. “No one else can do it?”

He shook his head.

“Pick up what?” I asked.

Carter opened his mouth, but Garrett put a hand on his arm. “She’s seventeen. Let 

her be seventeen. There’s plenty of time to get her involved later.”

“When we were seventeen we were already sitting on council, visiting the clinics, 

meeting with patients. She can’t even tell a kidney scar from a skin graft—she needs to 

catch up.”

“She can make her own decisions, she is sitting right here, and she is coming along to 

what ever this mysterious pickup is, so she’s already involved,” I snapped.

“You are not coming,” said Garrett.

“We don’t have a choice, unless you want me to leave her on the side of the highway. 

This is our exit.” Carter was clutching his cell phone, shaking it as if that could erase what 

ever the text instructed him to do.

Garrett groaned. “You’re staying in the car.”

I hid my smile by looking out the window. It had gotten dark while we were driving, 

the dusky purple of summer evenings. On the estate these nights buzzed with a soundtrack 

of cicadas and crickets, but there was no nature outside the car. Nothing but concrete and 

pavement and cinder-block industrial construction. We pulled into a parking lot. A poorly 

lit, empty parking lot.

“Where are we? What are we picking up?” I examined Garrett’s stiff posture and the 

bright gleam in my brother’s eyes. “Does Father know about this Business errand?”

“No, and you’re not going to tell him,” Carter answered. 

“Oh, really? So what am I going to do?”

“Stay in the car. Lock the doors. Keep the windows up.” Carter turned around to look 

me in the eye. “This isn’t a joke, Pen. If I’d known this was going to come up, I would’ve left 

you at home.”

“Please, princess,” added Garrett in a soft voice, but his eyes didn’t leave the 

windshield, didn’t stop their scan of the parking lot.

“Fine, but when you’re done, you’re filling me in. Then I can decide if I want to be 

part of it or not.” It was all false bravado. Each one of Carter’s statements tied another knot 

in my stomach; Garrett’s plea pulled them tighter.

Carter dumped a half dozen mints from the plastic container in his cup holder into 

his mouth—like his breath mattered, like this was a date not a disaster. He waved the 

container at us, but we shook our heads. He crunched the candies and said, “Gare,

you’re hot, right?”

I blurted out, “You can turn on the A/C, I’m not cold,” before I caught on: Garrett 

pulled a gun from a holster below the back of his shirt.

They laughed, but it wasn’t funny to me. I’d been to too many funerals—they’d been 

to more. I wanted to ask how long he’d been “hot.” If he always had a gun on him. Had he 

when we went mini golfing at Easter? Or the time last summer when I slipped on the pool 

deck and he’d carried me to the clinic? No. He couldn’t have then. He’d been wearing a 

swimsuit too—there’s no way he could’ve hidden a gun.

So what had happened in the past year, and why was he carrying one now?

Garrett was Family, he was a Ward, but he wasn’t supposed to follow his brothers’ 

footsteps. Or his father’s. They were enforcers, but he didn’t belong in their grim-faced, 

split knuckles ranks. That was why he was in college with Carter—Garrett was going to be 

his right-hand man when my brother took over the Business.

Not a thug with a gun.

“Stay here, Pen,” Carter said again, then slipped out into the night. His keys still 

dangled from the ignition, the engine still hummed.

Garrett lingered an extra moment. “This shouldn’t take long. And everything’s okay. 

I don’t want you to worry.”

“I’m not.” I would’ve sounded believable if my voice wasn’t quivering. If I weren’t 

clutching fistfuls of my dress.

“You’re cute when you’re worried.” Garrett winked, and then he too was out in the 

darkness and humidity and I was alone.

I tried to lower my window—just a crack, enough to let in voices but not even 

mosquitoes—except Carter must’ve engaged some sort of child lock. I stared out the tinted 

glass, watched as their shadows grew gigantic on the wall as they approached the

ware house, then disappeared around its corner.

No matter how hard I concentrated, my eyes couldn’t adjust enough to make sense 

of the dark. Maybe it was the placement of the parking lot lights—how I had to peer 

through them to see the warehouse beyond.

After they’d left this afternoon, I’d rushed to the clinic to model different outfits for 

Caroline. She’d teased. We’d laughed. I’d blushed and daydreamed about the lovely 

combination of me, Garrett, and NYC.

But in my daydreams, Garrett hadn’t been wearing a gun.

And now we were parked somewhere made of shadows and secrets and fear that sat 

on my tongue like a bitter hard candy that wouldn’t dissolve.

The car still smelled like them. Their seats were still warm when I leaned forward 

and pressed my hands against the leather. But I couldn’t see them. What if the dark decided 

never to spit them back out again?

This wasn’t the Business as I knew it: secret transplant surgeries that took place at 

our six “Bed and Breakfasts” and “Spas” in Connecticut, Vermont, Maryland, Maine, 

Massachusetts, and South Carolina, where we saved people like Kelly Forman. She’d been 

ten when she needed a kidney transplant, but her chromosomal mutation—unrelated to 

her renal impairment—earned her a rejection from the Federal Organ and Tissue Agency’s 

lists. According to them, Down syndrome made her a “poor medical investment.” FOTA 

wrote her a death warrant. We saved her life.

     She graduated from high school a few weeks ago. The past nine years since we’d 

met—she wouldn’t have had those without the Family Business.

That was enough. That was all I needed to know. Illegal or not, that was good.

I heard something. A crack so sharp it echoed and seemed to fill the spaces between 

my bones, making me shiver. I prayed it was a car backfiring.

     Then it happened again.

Wednesday, May 6, 2015

Waiting on Wednesday (83): Storm

Storm by Amanda Sun
Series: Paper Gods #3
Release Date: June 30, 2015
After almost a year in Japan, Katie Greene has finally unearthed the terrible secret behind her boyfriend Tomohiro's deadly ability to bring drawings to life—not only is he descended from Kami, the ancient Japanese gods, but he is the heir to a tragedy that occurred long ago, a tragedy that is about to repeat. 

Even as the blood of a vengeful god rages inside Tomo, Katie is determined to put his dark powers to sleep. In order to do so, she and Tomo must journey to find the three Imperial Treasures of Japan. Gifts from the goddess Amaterasu herself, these treasures could unlock all of the secrets about Tomo's volatile ancestry and quell the ink's lust for destruction. But in order to complete their quest, Tomo and Katie must confront out-of-control Kami and former friend Jun, who has begun his own quest of revenge against those he believes have wronged him. To save the world, and themselves, Katie and Tomo will be up against one of the darkest Kami creations they've ever encountered—and they may not make it out alive.
*holds out hands* gimme gimme. After book two, even though I wasn't as impressed, and Katie does get on my last nerve, I do want to know how it all ends. I'll even be in Japan when this one finally hits the shelves, maybe I can visit some of the places. I also really love the green!